it is monday…

 

I had a terrible sleep last night due to dreaming.  In my dream Deanna was ill and I had to take her to the hospital.  Once she got admitted, the medical staff would not let me see her.  At first I didn’t question it too much, I figured they were doing testing and such.  But when I came back the next day and they wouldn’t let me see her again.  And the next day they wouldn’t even let me in the hospital.  And all I remember and still feel this morning after waking up… is the struggle, the fight, the exhaustion of not knowing and wondering why this was happening.   So needless to say I am very tired this morning.  I may have nap later today…